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My girl. It's hard for me to watch you suffer. Yes, you have grown and became more experienced. You know a lot and great job that I would not do. You've succeeded in many cases. Andit was much better than I could have imagined.

I know it's been not easy to get where you are now.I'm so proud of you. You have much more than I could ever wish for. But it hurts me to look into your sad eyes and drooping your shoulders. I can see you trying to break the vicious circle in which you did not notice, as it turned out.

Your therapist often brings you back to childhood. To me. And you're trying to remember how it was. Then. It pains me to know what might be best for you.





I'm sorry, but I couldn't. I was just like what could be. Or what could. You came to me before. I agree, 22 years is not the best age for motherhood. But then there was a time. If not at 22, did not know, would you have me. I wanted to run to the dance, wear fashionable dresses, high heels and circling the heads of the men.

And then you came along. Sleepless nights, diapers, feeding the husband, cleaning, and ...my mom. I barely had time to deal with their routine and dreamed about the extra hour to relax. Are you mad at me because I wasn't time, not cherished, not played as much as you'd like, wasn't talking about that, you're so beautiful, did not ask about what is important to you.

But who asked me? I just had to. To be a good housewife, a good mother, obedient daughter. I was raised my mom. And she once suffered. Very difficult her life was.

I have not had such luck as you, worthy parenting books, and my own experience. I was raised by the Communist party of the Soviet Union and I was obliged to raise a decent member of the socialist society. Once my mom did it, I also had to deal with.

I was important to you wasn't worse than the others. You know, not worse! But if better, I would be proud of. I did not know then that you will live in a different time and you will have other values. I would certainly not forced you to do your homework and educate you as a student. I would often praised you to raise your self-esteem. But I don't think you'll need it. After all, mother taught me that modesty adorns the person.





I'm sorry, I'm not perfect. Like you. But I was too late to change something. You get the time. If you know, as if you wanted you can bring to your life now. It's not too late. Your childhood will forever remain our past. And if you learned to do what is now stopping you, resouces to do and learn to do it differently. Your present is your present and I've been here not and.

I just want to see your happy eyes and straightened his shoulders. If you're not even going to say – I did it, mom!

And I? I will always love you, my wonderful daughter.published

Author: Elena Klimenkova

 

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