Repentance in the middle of a fight.

"Suddenly, I looked at the bull. He stood in front of me and looked at me. He just stood and watched without dividing attempts to attack me. It is - it is innocence itself, so what all animals have in their eyes, and he looked at me with a plea for help. It was like a cry for justice and somewhere deep inside me I realized that he refers to me as we turn in prayer to God - I do not want to fight with you, please have mercy on me, because I have not done anything wrong to you . Kill me if you want, the fact is your will, but I do not want to fight with you. And I read it in his eyes, felt the worst shit on the ground and stopped the fight. After that I became a vegetarian and started to fight against bullfighting. "