In 40 days later, there is a reference to heaven.

Perhaps there is no more detrimental and sad than the thought that he spent his life in vain. He achieved nothing, lived somehow and brought no benefit to others. Unfortunately, such awareness may not come at a very young age. You sit there thinking, that's why I put down mine. afterlife?



Editorial "Site" I really want to understand why this is happening. Some things are still unclear to us, but we are not going to judge anyone. The world and society are developing too fast to draw conclusions. However, we cannot but share this story.

Only after 40 days did Lyuba dare to return to life. parentageTo go through things. My dad's been gone for a few years, and my mom left just over a month ago. Parents lived in a large house in a rather crowded village, but it suddenly became dark and strange. Luba all this time lived with a friend, and today decided to spend the night.



There are many things left in the empty house. And so called a secret room, which during the life of my mother acted as a repository, access to which even my father did not have. What can I say about Love herself? Now she could have gone in. There's Mom's key in her hand. I don't know why my fingers are shaking.

Silently clicked the castle and Lyuba fell into the holy of holies of their house. Once upon a time, Dad made it here. shelvingAnd now they had all the family stuff on them. Below, the woman found two large brass upholstered pre-revolutionary chests. What did you find on these shelves?



Lubin parents were terribly afraid of poverty, so they dragged everything that seemed valuable to their warehouse. It was basically a lot of tissue, a lot of towels. bed-setSome dresses, dresses, and blouses. All this settled on shelves and chests in anticipation of some “better” times.

When Lyuba grew up and asked for something elegant to the club, her mother often refused, but sometimes she got something funny from the bins. Something I want to wear myself. She was surprised that her daughter grew up so quickly and this dress was not enough for her. She said, “You’re going to get married, your daughter’s going down.”



Life for later, but Lyuba did not get married. After school, her parents hired her to work here in the office, while all the prominent grooms of the village, albeit rich, left. Only Vanka da Sanka remained, according to Mom and Dad, both are pliable. That's how it went all the time. They lived modestly and as if in reserve. Even money tried not to spend especially, fed on their farm.



So worked out Lyuba in the office until retirement, all the grooms that were, the parents discouraged, and when they themselves were gone, Lyuba was completely alone. In a vacuum. In a room full of shelves stuffed with different things. Something has already worn away from time to time, has become unusable. I also found the children’s collection that my mother collected for future grandchildren. I cried. Where do they come from now?

Some things were given away, the rest had to be thrown away. Found gold in a coffee box. Looking for money, I knew my mother was hiding somewhere. Quite by chance, they were found when Lyuba knitted a rug under her feet from scraps. And then they came out of the woods, and they came out of one of them. American bills. Untangled the other tangles. And there's money. I wanted to give it to my neighbor. Lucky I didn't make it.



The parents saved up a lot, enough for an apartment in the regional center. And now Luba lives in this apartment. She is sixty years old - no parents, no children, no grandchildren. It was a waste of life. It was like putting her life on hold. For later. When it's better. Will there be more, is that the best? That's the story.

From the editorial office, the time was so, people were afraid to be left with nothing. It would be fine, but the daughter was also set up. It is strange and sad to be alone at 60 with the heavy realization that there is nothing ahead. How is it normal to live with these thoughts? We know that Lyuba often goes to the river, walks around the city, as if trying to breathe air. And house-house It's empty in the village. With her secret room and chests...

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Life afterward There's no way to put it off. If you have advice for Luba, then write it in the comments. Maybe this woman will still have time to believe that there are colors in life. Read the following article about why it is so important to rely on your own strength and how to change your destiny. Thank you for staying with us!