What is it?
old-age And does that even exist? Perhaps young people, not burdened with care, can imagine their quiet happy aging. However, practice shows that age-related changes do not spare anyone.
© Freepik Moreover, older people often get seriously ill. This has to do with both physical and mental health. But if everything is very clear with the first, then with the second there may be difficulties. It is not always possible for relatives to recognize the disease in time, and then take it. And today we're going to tell you the story of a woman who's faced with
dementia.
My mother is a teacher with many years of experience. At school, everyone adored her, she knew how to find an approach to everyone and interest any student. Raised in the best traditions, delicate and tactful, the mother always caused the respect of others. It took me so long to accept what was happening.
One day, Mommy went to the hospital. Soon, however, her doctor began literally demanding that I take her home. In perplexity, I asked what was wrong. It turned out that the behavior of the mother was beyond all limits. She was capricious, molested her roommates and doctors, complained of non-existent diseases, and sometimes just screamed.
Since then, my life began to change irrevocably, and my mother’s behavior became stranger and stranger every day. Then she will feel some smell of burning and call firemen, then she will feel that someone is breaking into the apartment. I tried to justify her actions, after all, the age is not young. But with all my gut, I refused to think that my mother was sick.
But she denied it, too. Only then did I learn that this is one of the surest signs of dementia. Taking care of my mom alone was getting harder, so I hired a nurse. To make ends meet, I had to take on even more work. I blamed myself for not being around my mom when she needed me. But there was no other way out...
© Freepik In the summer, I decided to arrange a place for my mother in the country. Better than sitting in four walls in a hot, concrete city. At first everything went well, but soon the nurse refused to work. There's a few more. Mom's behavior scared people. She could explode out of bed in the middle of the night and demand to be taken to the city. This is just a small fraction of what happened.
Every day I prepare new surprises. My mother was lost in time and space. It seemed to her that I was little again, and we were visiting my grandfather in the village. And sometimes she didn't recognize me. It frightened her, and sometimes even angered her. At some point, my mother wanted a cat, it just got hysterical.
© Freepik Despite being allergic, I brought my mother a black kitten and she calmed down. The Behemoth cat felt everything mystical that happened to his mother, and became very attached to her. And I was just drowning in tears every time I went in.
There were times when my mom felt like she wasn’t eating enough. She threw herself at the food and swept everything from the table. Sometimes, on the contrary, I didn’t want to eat anything. It was simply impossible to communicate with my mother. She forgot what I told her in 5 minutes. I could tell the same story from my past several times.
For a long time I refused to believe what was happening. I always wanted my mother to have a good old age. The doctors said the mother needed good care and no pills could turn back the clock. You just have to accept the problem and learn to live with it. When I was diagnosed with dementia, I suddenly felt lonely.
How to deal with reality We used to be very close. My mother always supported me, gave advice, and protected me. And now it's like we've switched places and she's a little old kid for me. I could hold her for a long time, give her my warmth. But at some point, she just broke out of my arms and shut herself up.
When the nurses stopped working, I had to move in with my mom and be with her as much as possible. I forgot about my personal life. Every day I saw my mother fade away. But the most painful thing was to realize that there was absolutely nothing I could do to change that.
This went on for 7 years and then my mother left. It seemed like a lifetime. And then I felt completely devastated. I thought I wasn’t doing enough for her. No matter how positively I try to think, I still have a feeling of unbearable guilt.
Dementia irrevocably divides people’s lives into “before” and “after”. Since the disease is unpredictable, it is simply impossible to prepare for this. And even more so, we can forget what it is.
old-age. Recently we talked about how the disease develops and what its symptoms are.
If you happen to encounter this, be sure to read our article on this topic. Never ignore the advice of doctors. Remember that each case of the disease is unique. You just have to adjust to your new life and accept it as it is.
Tell me in the comments, do you know this mental disorder? Maybe your experience will help someone deal with it. Take care of yourself and your loved ones!