Trust is a choice

I know what it feels like when drowning.

In the water and in life.

Around a crowd of people, rescuers three meters.

And you're drowning.

You just covered his head.





But fear not. Rather a shame. Peace. I know that a couple seconds will come up.

You habit begins to paddle with his hands on the top.
3-4 strokes. But no. Does not work.
Start to panic. Shout bubble: "Aaaaaa, help me."

And expect that you pulled out of the water.
But no.
Covers horror.

You don't know where the bottom is, and where the surface.
Knocked guidelines.
You were drowning. It is a fact.

It would not have been funny, but five feet of water, around people, sun, life, and oxygen is no more.
And following the breath, fills its lungs with water.
You're drowning, Bud.

Then in the head there is a click and you're on instincts emerge.
Itself. Rely firmly on their feet.
Otbrykivatsya from the remnants of water in his ears and terror.

In fact it ended well.

The most difficult is to learn to trust people again, to believe in their usefulness and value.
To convince yourself that your life people really need.

The first time you look at them from the dog squint.
Then completely lose interest.
Habitually say the words you expect to hear.
Politely greet, smile.

After all, you're a social person.
But in my heart, dead is dead.
Truly afraid indifferent.

Head can understand things.
Know that you are loved and suffer from your silence.
But you have to put effort to learn to trust and appreciate, as before.

To trust the world again — it's all the same what to learn to walk after running a marathon.
To touch to take the first steps.
Re-build relationships.
To meet, like yesterday I first met.

 

 

Why is one woman a man wants to be, but the other runs

How your body tells you what you really want

 

Love becomes a choice, an act of will, not a spontaneous feeling.
For me love is the only chance to return to life for real.

With its help the soul is built the new city of hope.

Is born a new truth shines a new sun and feel new.
Everything is getting better.

The main thing — to make a choice.published

 

Author: Tatiana Magera

 

P. S. And remember, only by changing their consumption — together we change the world! ©

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