When a person is looking for it happens to be the eye sees only what he is looking for, and he was not able to find anything, unable to perceive anything, for I always just about the lawsuit aims, obsessed with this purpose. Search - to have a goal. A finding - to be free, wide open, do not have goals. You're right, indeed a seeker, because, striving for its goal, you do not see that very close, before your eyes.
You're looking too much; due to excessive quest you do not have time to find.